Oh dear how time really flies.....

My anger did not subside. it went on flaming heatedly in my heart. What had sparked off that untimely incident? It was none other than a boy in my class who had rudely told me to move away from the board while i was still writing notes on the board. Can you imagine how I felt? There I was writing big and clearly on the board so that they could read my handwriting, and this boy suddenly shouted loudly for me to step aside!!!!. Hei, what do you think am I doing standing in front of the class? Posing for pictures to be taken is it? Am I not also hard at work trying to cover as much notes as possible just before the exam starts ???( didn't realise there were so many questions circling in my head at that time) Was it not me who always try to come up with spot question and answers so that these students could score? Was it not this lady that always give them short notes to memorise in case they got stuck not being able to answer any questions at all...


Then it happened. Out of the blue, a sudden realisation hit me. The words really struck a sensitive chord in my heart. I became dumb founded with hurt and dismay. What, why, how could he had said that.... I was beyond reconcile. I put my marker pen down, close my books and told the class I was done with the lesson....my last word hanging without any fullstop. It took me by surprise too that my reaction was that severe. The boy thought i was joking when I stopped writing. Yeah, this time i maent business. Those words had actually severed a major vein in my heart and it was utterly and hopelessly beyond repair...

HOW TIME FLIES.....

Wah, it has been nearly a month since I last up dated my blog. On my bday I had really wanted to jot down something but alas, time does not permit. What a joke, I did start to scribble something but I was interrupted therefore I stopped. The next thing I know, I just couldn't find my notes. Ha3 something weird had happened actually. I had actually trespassed into my daughter's blog by mistake. Of course she did not log out......soooo I just typed innocently thinking it was my blog.... The rest you will know what happened when you read my daughter's entry, kih3 klakar.

These last few days I had undergone quite a hectic life. What with the exam coming for the form threes n form fours , you have to make sure they know everything allready so that they can answer the questions when the time comes. You know what, trying to make students understand is no easy job. There you are thinking out ways n methods so that things make sense to them, some of these kids do not appreciate it at all. So a few days before exam, cikgu ni dah meletup and mengamuk. Ape taknye, sakit tekak kita mengulang-ulang benda yang sama, ape yang dia kisahnyer... Hish, sabar ajer... Actually, i do not give up on the kids, I am quite tough too knowing my age, but they do get on your nerves sometimes, or many, many TIMES....more than I can say lah.

So that day when I merajuk nak mengajo kelas tu, dia faham lak tu. Menggelegak hati rase macam nak menjerit and marah-marah tapi....