Too old to be excited and nervous about school reopening next Monday

Today is already the 28th of  December. Well. well what do you know, in 5 more days I'll be back in school for my 30th year in this profession.Still an English teacher and i still feel great about that too.Another year added means I'll be 52 years old kah. kah. kah....Nothing funny but I have yet to feel my age.....not yet i guess.

Come to think of it, do i want to change my style or just maintain IT? ......hmmmmm what does IT means.....Still the colourfull socks......my funky shoes..........gee whiz i have not finalise my first impression this new year.

One thing I'm very sure of.......I'm not a class teacher. God must've answered my prayers. God is great. Mind you for 3 consecutive years l have to handle the same level of class and were they a handful......I have to emphasize something, teaching is my passion, next baking, next some other thing kah kah.... So that leaves me still being the boss for the prefects. YES I have my works cut out for me well and good.. Its just that I still do not know the classes that i will be teaching....tomorrow kot baru tau  and then the spontaneous reaction would be...lagi best tak tau.

Hei what about my style.....or better still, shall I adopt a low profile image........is that suitable.....pening, pening pening......I really am still blurrrr on this predicament ...konon jer tu. sebenar dah plan sesuatu kah kah kah.....

dah mula masak n bagi markah

Saya suka makanan yg sedap. Saya amat suka makanan yg sedap. tapi susah nak dapat n jumpa. Sometimes it is expensive, Sometimes we dont get the opportunity to get it. most of the time i dont go to places that serve all these delicious flavours.  Sedihkan.
Masalah yg dihadapi ialah nak makan tp mood masak berangin. Sekejapje rasa rajin, pastu mood malas menjadi-jadi. kadang2 adejer benda yg tak ade n mencukupi. Guess what, these are all lame excuses not to cook yes?..Finally I have started to cook my 1st dish.
RESEPI: Hanieliza's DAGING PRUNES
MARKAH: 90/100
komen: memang sedap ha3. *****

Sebenarnye resepi ni mmg saya da target. bila dpt buat rase teruja sgt. Tq to pn hanieliza.
x pandai nk masukkan gambar. Next time saya akan cubanbagi komen yg lebih detail tentang penilaian saya, In saya buat suka2 jer. Maybe anak saya boleh ambil suma resepi yg saya dah cuba n nilai. dia pulak bole kumpul n cuba.

Memasak memang memerlukan kekuatan

Okay, now i know. I need to find and get all my energy and power reserve to start cooking. Rasanye baking senang sikit. Cooking ala-ala top chef ni memang getir. 
skop untuk masak (SGT PENTING)
1. bahan2 x leh lebih drpd 10.
2. bahan mesti mudah didapati....mana2 kedai bole dpt or jumpa
3. boleh beli bahan dalam amaun yg sedikit.
4. bahan yg berlebih boleh digunakan untuk makan atau digunakan dlm masakan hari-hari yg lain
5.bukan bahan yg pelik dan x reti nk sebut pon
6. bukan bahan yg mahal dan sikit pulak tu.
7.bukan bahan yg mudah rosak kalo tetiba x jd nk wat
8. resepi mesti boleh jd walaupon silap langkah ataupon bahan x cukup
9. proses masak x rumit 
10. sedap giler


ok  so markah 100.


Jadi setelah resepi dipilih, TOP CHEH akan memulakan kerjanya. 


Selamat maju jaya kpd resepi yg terpilih kelak. 

share recipies....anyone???

HISH TAK TAU LA, TP KINI MEMANG OBSES NK MEMASAK DAN MEnerai membuat kek atau ape ape kuih. Ade sesiapa kah di luar sana bole tolong carikan resepi yg telah dicuba n gerenti sedap dan jadi????? x nak lah bahannye yg pelik2 ok....x nklah yg susah n remeh nk dibuat ok! resepi dari dalam  atau luar negeri pon boleh. Yg turun temurun dan dari datuk n nenek pon boleh. Apabila saya dah buat, saya kan beri markah kepada masakan itu. Saya ni titlenyer.....top cheh ...yeah bukan TOP CHEF.  So apa tunggu lagi....pasing lah mana2 resepi yg boleh saya cuba.......cepat sebelom minat saya tukar kepada menjahit pulak....

arabian nite.......wah seramnyer

Bunyinyer mmg hebat. Nk g ke tidak? Masaalahnye x de baju yg sesuai. My friends suma dah sibuk beli or tempah jubah2 mereka., What abt me?????Does dat mean I have to go back to my old tricks of mix n match again. Guess what Zalia suggested? Buy those fancy chains or laces from charisma and transform it into a belt. choose one which has lots of dandlings..... then put a lace over d face like d one worn by arabic women. She would lend me hers. Wahhhhhhh. On top of that wear a special chain dangling scarf or chain over the head...well...well..well. I"m sure the roof of the Dome(khemah aje pon..he3) will collapse.

how is school nowadays?

One day, a few girls came to see me. Biasalah if u dont teach them, u dont know they existed. walaupon berseliseh setiap hari. So, guess what these girls wanted. Rupa2nye they wanted me to chaperone them to go for a visit to Berjaya Times Square. APE? Berjaya Times Square.????? Hei people, I have never put my foot at that place.. Tipu? memang betul. Someone living in Selangor as long as i did but never been there? Bunyi mcm kelakar aje kan! The girls laughed at me. SOOOO iI told them its true. I will not be able to look after them because I am the one whose going to get lost kah3. Bunyi mcm kelakar aje. i gave them one of my most piercing stares. They really thought i was joking. JOKING MY FOOT. indeed. You see, I am someone who easily forget the last sign that i passed by. I am totally out with names, numbers and dates. i am beyond help. Here they were asking for my assistance. Therefore i told them, girls go and see someother young teachers to assists them. . Guess what they replied. Thats why we come to see you!  Now I gave them one of my very appealing smiles and retorted. Girls, girls, girls..i am oredi 51 years old. . I am one very old teacher. Of course those girls refused to believe me......he3(tentu adeib marah dengar nih!!).  After eventually convincing them, I managed to get them them interested in other young and obliging teachers. they left.
Note: i am old, I am not in the slightest mood to take care of active teenagers watmore the place is alien to me.GUESS what. Ade ramai rupenye gang yg x pernah g Berjaya Times Square. Memang kelakar betul. Where have we been all these while.     We have been engrossed with marking papers for test, exams, trials, gerak gempur, ujian setara, latih tubi etc, etc, etc.     Teruknye. can it get any worse???? What do you think!!!

turbulence in friends hearts..how sad

You know, i have gone through a lot of bitter experiences in my life. One still remained fossillised and i will never forget it. I learnt many valuable lessons in overcoming this grave incident. it made me more matured and strong to survive. Too bad its too early for me to reveal this darkest secret in my life. However with the precious advice and consolation that i receive without any prejudice, I take on new challenges and obstacles with a new angle and zest. Yes, i have suffered silently at that time and the pain was devastating. it was excruciating..Life was meaningless and I have no one to turn to. Life was so unfair to me......but I thanked God I came out of the ordeal a lady less heart-broken but more mellowed and forgiving. Alas...........lately many of my dear friends are undergoing their share of torments and heart-break.

There I was, seating quietly at my table, day-dreaming......and out of the blue comes a friend in need. They would just blurt out their heart's content as if there's no tomorrow. It is fated and God is great. My prior experience has left me with an invaluable talent. I am a terribly good listener. Boy, do i listen. When my friends cry their heart"s out, mind you, I too bleed inside. Oh me gosh, do i know what they are going through! How come they turn up in front of me just to share their  pain and grief. God must have guided them to me.

A collegue has been trying to straighten  her problems with her husband for a very, very long time if i am not wrong.  She has cried, screamed and lost her temper numerous times. We had a chance to clear the air of hostility and hatred the few times that we met . Oh no, this matter is far from over.

My other friend is feeling really hopeless with her marriage. She is letting fate takes its turn.

MORE TO COME